L’esprit d’escalier - (French) The feeling you get after leaving a conversation, when you think of all the things you should have said. Translated it means “the spirit of the staircase.

So here we go.. my diary of all the what ifs, and all the things I should have said.. All the things I wish I said..All the things I am going to say..And when you find this I hope you know its about you.

  1. There are days when everything seems wrong, when little things hurt you for no good reason. And then there are days like today - when the world just sings to you, from the minute you open your eyes in the morning, to the minute you shut them again at night.
    —

    (Source: theflightout)

  2. There are days when everything seems wrong, when little things hurt you for no good reason. And then there are days like today - when the world just sings to you, from the minute you open your eyes in the morning, to the minute you shut them again at night.
    — (via theflightout)

  3. (Source: theflightout)

  4. I feel like the longer I stay here the more I die a little bit inside more and more

  5. I am struggling to find a balance in happiness in loving you and missing you.
    — www.paintmywaythroughcollege.tumblr.com

  6. I hate always wishing I was someone where else. Even if someone else is with you. I hate counting down the days till I finally see you again. Even though I know I’ll be in your arms. I don’t like the feeling of second guessing myself and thinking I am possibly putting my life on hold for someone and thinking that my life will finally start when I am with them. I am struggling to find a balance in happiness in loving you and missing you. 

  7. It does not count if you believe in yourself when it’s easy to believe in yourself. It does not count if you believe the world can be a better place when the future looks bright. It does not count if you think you’re going to make it when the finish line is right in front of you.

    It counts when it’s hard to believe in yourself, when it looks like the world’s going to end and you’ve still got a long way to go.

    That’s when it counts. That’s when it matters the most.
    — (via theflightout)
  8. You have peace,” the old woman said, “when you make it with yourself.
    — Mitch Albom, The Five People You Meet in Heaven 

    (Source: thesilentlibrarian)

  9. philosofica:

    I truly believe that in order to really “find yourself”, you need to weave in and out of being lost, and by following this intricate, perplexing path, you will eventually achieve a balanced state of mind - a state of mind defined by your own personal blend of every experience, lesson, failure, triumph and relationship you collect throughout your day to day life. 

    (via hergreatperhaps)

  10. (Source: r0adtrips, via hergreatperhaps)

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